You told me youd save me from the lying and cheating, that youd show me a real relationship and im so fucking stupid for believing you, you took complete advantage of me and before that you were my bestfriend. i dont even know you and i dont think you even know yourself. how can you live with me and go out and fuck your ex girlfridnd numerous times and even get a hotel room to see her? while im home waiting for you. You hid it so well for months and i even told you i loved you..i trusted you and was so happy for the first time in years. When the truth came out i was destroyed and you told me she initiated all of it and that you did it because you were still in love with her at that time. i fell for your sweet talking and that kelsey started all of it. i took you back, i was doing so well and we were doing better than ever. then you just email me how i think everything is going and i say im happier than ever and you say it isnt working out we rushed into things.. i didnt think it could get worse than that. i was heartbroken but i was beginning to get through it then after work i go home and you in our room with her alone. and when i ask you how the fuck you could that to me because i fucking live there you tell me that i should move out and that you didnt know id just stay on the couch.. how could you do this to me. ive never been so hurt. you saw her all along and started talking to her when she got home. i was just the girl to fuck until she came home and now you want to go back to her. i know everything now. you initiated everything and you loved her all along. i wish i could tell you to you face that im texting her and that i know that you said you missed her all along and always thought about her and loved her while with me. just to see your fucking reaction and to see if youd own up to one fucking thing youve done. You already hooked up with her.. I lost all respect for you. Thanks for using the shit out of me. You even told her today that you enjoy being single and that i wasnt your type. You have me so hopeless and the lowest point in my life. i feel worthless, all i want is someone to just pick me up and hug me..just to hug me as i cry and tell me im going to be alright and that its going to get better. I just cant believe how badly you hurt me and im miserable and your already over me. I never want to feel this feeling ever again. I dont believe in love anymore.
Ive never needed someone so bad before..
